back agaiin on the land of pressure and stresses.
no more fluffy-supercomfortable-pillow-and-bolster, no more airconditioner that keep me feel chilly all the time and keep me under the softener-smelling-and-smooth-pink-blanket, no more Mom that never hesitate to adjust my head on the pillow, and no more Mimi that usually sleep and fill the silence blanketed the night with her snore =P no more tail wagging while a brown-and-deep-set-of-eyes following me from the room anymore. no more kitchen where i can see my mom preparing her special delicacies for the family. no more watching-dvd-all-day-long-routine with my mom, accompanied by a big sack of chitato.
now i am sitting on my bed in my small, dim bedroom with the sound of the fan moving and the wind from the fan that blow my legs very uncomfortably. i am wondering what will i do tomorrow (i mean today. o gosh already 2 am. )
when i opened my phone tonight i was bombardized with sms-es that brings me unpleasant mood. OCIP after glow. apaan seh tuh? ga penting bgt. trus itu bakal jadi kewajiban bwt smuanya n pasti bakal makan waktu lama. dari jam 6 smpe jam 8! ih rese kali. sebel bgt deh. ga penting ga penting. bakal diadain dlm wktu dekat. HARI JUMAT DEPAN. sial sial sial
urgggh. 2 guru yg ikut wktu itu ky ga ada kerjaan aja ngadain ky gituan sgala seh. apa2an tuh. sementara itu ms ada byk hal laen yg hrs dkerjain lagi. kapan seh ini smua berakhir???
gw pengen cepet2 ASEAN Dance selesei. cpetan lah akhirin miting2 melelahkan di tempat yg jauhnya stenga mampus di Oldham (maap, agak hiperbol. tp lg kesel bgt soalnya). kenapa diadainnya disitu seh? bwt yg hostel laen emg deket tp bwt yg di VH?
SPARKS is the other thing. cape bgt tau ga seh bawa2 gelas n pop ice yg byk bgt n makan tempat byk. koper gw didominasi sm benda2 itu bwt bazaar dan gw ga ada ruang lagi bwt bawa barang2 pribadi gw. SEBEL GA SEHHH. trus mreka harus sediain blenderrr. ga mau tau...
urghh
LAST OF ALL. smua ini akibat mood ga baik abis nyampe singapur n rasanya pengen nangis aja tau gak sehhhhh.
dulu sih rasanya ga gtu keberatan diambil 1atw 2 minggu bwt tuition atau apa tetek bengek itu..
tp bgitu di indo rasanya jadi kesel SO MUCH PRECIOUS TIME I SHOULD HAVE HAD IN MY HOMETOWN IS TAKEN AWAY.
september harus pulang. HARUUSSSS! bwee bwee
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